Èç ñáîðíèêà Íèëà Ãåéìàíà "Äûì è Çåðêàëà"
Vampire Sestina
I wait here at the boundaries of dream,
all shadow-wrapped. The dark air tastes of night,
so cold and crisp, and I wait for my love.
The moon has bleached the color from her stone.
She'll come, and then we'll stalk this pretty world
alive to darkness and the tang of blood.
It is a lonely game, the quest for blood,
but still, a body's got the right to dream
and I'd not give it up for all the world.
The moon has leeched the darkness from the night.
I stand in shadows, staring at her stone:
Undead, my lover... O, undead my love?
I dreamt you while I slept today and love
meant more to me than life - meant more than blood.
The sunlight sought me, deep beneath my stone,
more dead than any corpse but still a-dream
until I woke as vapor into night
and sunset forced me out into the world.
For many centuries I've walked the world
dispensing something that resembled love -
a stolen kiss, then back into the night
contented by the life and by the blood.
And come the morning I was just a dream,
cold body chilling underneath a stone.
I said I would not hurt you. Am I stone
to leave you prey to time and to the world?
I offered you a truth beyond your dreams
while all you had to offer was your love.
I told you not to worry and that blood
tastes sweeter on the wing and late at night.
Sometimes my lovers rise to walk the night...
Sometimes they lie, cold corpse beneath a stone,
and never know the joys of bed and blood,
of walking through the shadows of the world;
instead they rot to maggots. O my love
they whispered you had risen, in my dream.
I've waited by your stone for half the night
but you won't leave your dream to hunt for blood.
Good night, my love. I offered you the world.
Äîâîëüíî ìèëàÿ èëëþñòðàöèÿ ê ñòèõîòâîðåíèþ åñòü âîò çäåñü.
Ïåðåâîä Í. Ýðèñòàâè
Ñåñòèíà âàìïèðà
Åäèíñòâåííàÿ ìîÿ óäà÷íàÿ ñåñòèíà. Áóäó÷è âïåðâûå îïóáëèêîâàíà â ñáîðíèêå «Ëåãåíäû ôýíòåçè» è ïåðåïå÷àòàíà â ñáîðíèêå «Ãèãàíòñêàÿ êíèãà âàìïèðîâ» Ñòèâà Äæîíñà, îíà íà ïðîòÿæåíèè ìíîãèõ ëåò îñòàâàëàñü ìîèì åäèíñòâåííûì ïðîèçâåäåíèåì ïðî ýòè ëåãåíäàðíûå ñóùåñòâà.
ß æäó è æäó íà ïåðåïóòüÿõ ñíà,
Óêðûòûé òåíüþ. Âîçäóõ ïàõíåò òüìîé —
Õîëîäíûé, ïðÿíûé… Æäó ìîþ ëþáîâü.
Íàäãðîáèå åå — â ëó÷àõ ëóíû,
Âîññòàíåò — è ê íîãàì ñêëîíèòñÿ ìèð.
Áðåäåì âî ìðàêå, ñëèçûâàÿ êðîâü!..
Êàê îäèíîêî — ëèøü èãðà äà êðîâü,
Íî òåëî æàæäåò ïåðåïóòèé ñíà,
ß ñíà á íå ïîäàðèë çà öåëûé ìèð.
Ëóíà ñïàñàåò íî÷ü è áðåäèò òüìîé,
ß — ó íàäãðîáüÿ â óæàñå ëóíû.
«Ëþáèìûé, æèâ?» — «Óâû, ìîÿ ëþáîâü!»
Òû ñíèëàñü ìíå, è â ñëàäêîì ñíå — ëþáîâü
Âàæíåé êàçàëàñü, ÷åì òîñêà è êðîâü.
Íàäãðîáèå ìîå ê ëó÷àì ëóíû
Ïðèâû÷íîå, ïðåáûëî â òåíè ñíà…
Íî ÿ âîññòàë, âçëåòåë òóìàíîì â íî÷ü —
Çàêàò ìåíÿ òîëêíóë â õîëîäíûé ìèð.
Ñòîëåòüå çà ñòîëåòüåì… ñêó÷íûé ìèð,
ß â íåì ïîõîæ, áûòü ìîæåò, íà ëþáîâü:
Ëèøü ïîöåëóé — äà ïîãëîùåíüå òüìîé.
Íàñûùåí æèçíüþ, âïèòûâàÿ êðîâü,
ß íà ðàññâåòå ñòàíó ÷àñòüþ ñíà,
Íàäãðîáüåì, æäóùèì áåëûõ ëàñê ëóíû.
Íå ïðè÷èíþ âðåäà… ß — áîëü ëóíû,
Òåáÿ íå áðîøó êàìíåì â ñòûëûé ìèð!
Âîò — ïðîñòî ïðàâäà çà ïðåäåëîì ñíà:
Ñàìà òû îòäàëà ñâîþ ëþáîâü,
Òàê íå ñòðàøèñü, ëþáèìàÿ, — âåäü êðîâü
Ëèøü ñëàùå, êàê ñîäðóæíà áóðÿ ñ òüìîé!
Âîññòàíóò ëè ïîäðóãè, ãðåçÿ òüìîé?
Ïîä ìðàìîð ëÿãóò, â óæàñå ëóíû,
Íå çíàÿ ëàñêè ìãëû, ÷òî äàðèò êðîâü,
Íå âåäàÿ, êàêîâ ïîëíî÷íûé ìèð,
Âî âëàñòü ÷åðâåé? Íî òû, ìîÿ ëþáîâü,
Âîññòàëà — òàê ñêàçàëà ïðàâäà ñíà.
Ó êàìíÿ ãðåçèë òüìîé â ëó÷àõ ëóíû.
Íî êîðîëåâñòâó ñíà íåëåïà êðîâü…
Ìîÿ ëþáîâü, ÿ á äàë òåáå âåñü ìèð!
P. s.: Ïðèìå÷àíèå âçÿòî èç êíèãè "Äûì è çåðêàëà". Ñåñòèíà - ñòèõîòâîðíàÿ ôîðìà.




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