Deathful Thoughts

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Just think for a moment...Why do I try hard
To keep all inside, to hide all in eyes?
The walls I have built can fall into mud.
And then in a moment again they can rise.

My weakness is hidden deep down in my soul.
You never can say that my walls are from paper.
They do look like built from magestical stone.
But can be destoyed by a blow a bit later.

You never can guess that I cry through the nights.
My laugh and my smiles will always mislead you.
I'm lost by myself in my numerous sides,
And masks, and my faces, and all will decieve you.

You never can know when I'm actually real,
I've mixed all my roles, I've lost real face.
I'm trying to find my previous fear,
But only can see ideal blanc space.